Had fun today!

So today I had a lot of fun, I hung out with the boys and I ended up snapping like a million pics! I posted just a few. I guess I should make an introduction blog, and tell you who is who.... hmm.... I think I just may do that!

So it's been about a week...

Hmm... a whole week. There is some crazy stuff that has happened. Christmas.. Christmas was huge. Let's see, Neil, Mary, Jorden, Stephanie, Heaps, Wallace (who by the way is an EXCELLENT addition to the Crowfield family), Hurst, Kailipone, Johnson, Bennat, Truman, Neerings. It was pretty well insane! There were a BOOTY load of people here! Woot, but Christmas was awesome.... Jorden was so excited when he saw everything under the tree! It was absolutely fun. Sariah stopped by for a bit, and she was so much fun to hang out with. I loved it!!!

So Truman, is still coming around and he is still here. Well sorta, he is going to be getting his new apartment soon. I am gonna miss him so much when he is gone. I missed Kinsky terribly and I was so happy when he first texted me. I love talking to him. But I know that it is going to be different with Truman cause he isn't going home and I wont be about to just talk to him any time. It is going to be awful him not being here. I feel like I am losing another good friend... they were my first two friends when I got here.

So I am praying like crazy, I hope to get the thing that I am not supposed to know about... and I hope that it is the right thing and I hope that it works out. I would love it. Well I am signing out for now.

S

My besties...

An ode to my best friends....

Sariah: what is there to say about Sariah but that she is awesome and amazing and beautiful, and loving, and caring, and helpful, and uber-funny, and fascinating, and incredible, and wonderful, and admirable, and fabulous, and pleasant, and super, and I love her....

Truman: Truman is awesome, he is so cool, and he listens (even if he runs his mouth sometimes), he is so caring, and he is just a little blind to the world. He sometimes comes off as naive but that is way wrong. I am so glad I met him...

Nick: Kinsky...hmm... Nicholas Konesky.... he is way awesome too. He is a really good friend of mine. I love texting with him. He was one of the missionaries that converted me. He is so amazing, and smart. I can talk to him about anything that isn't girl parts related.... although he doesn't seem to be bothered by the occasional joke about periods or girly stuff.... I just like to pick on him.... 

Heaps: Heapsy.... he is the bomb diggety.... that is all.... BOMB!!! He is in my top three favorite peoples in the world ... well in Goose Creek South Carolina. Although I do have to say that when he goes home, he will probably be my number one person in Utah!! 

Wallace: Wallace he's the newest person in my circle, he is way awesome! He is down for anything, and he has an amazing sense of humor. He is the baby here, he has been out for I think 7 or 8 months. Hopefully he will be here for a long time...

Wow I have some amazing friends....

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!

Some changes....

So I am pretty sad... there are some major changes that are about to be going on.... let's see:

Truman is going to Walterborough, he is going to be co-senior companion.

Heaps is staying here, we are getting Wallace.... Johnson says he is way funny, and he is pretty cool.

Spanish is staying the same... that's good I Guess....

Jacobson is going to Conway, he is going to be a trainer, I am sure he is excited about it...

Kofford is staying here, he is going to be senior zone leader... he has changed alot. We are getting... danggit I can't remember what that guys name is, I couldn't remember it after the missionaries said it a hundred times. His name is Brakken, although I think I have the spelling wrong.

Good new is, Johnsons is coming to Summerville, that is going to be way awesome. I finally get to meet him. The only bad thing is that he is going to be with Bennat again, I hear that is a terrible set up... we will have to see. Johnson is going to be a district leader. YAY!! Anyways, Heaps said that he will be with Bennat probably only one transfer. Hopefully he will get someone way cool after him... Oh well... let's see what else is going to be changing.

Almost forgot.... it really isn't a change, Hurst and Kailipone are staying... that is way AWESOME!! I love Hurst and I can't wait to hang out with him again!!

So I am thinking about going to the singles ward... at least once... just to see what it is like. I think it will be alright. I just don't like the concept of going to church to find a husband. I know that is where you will find the good ones, especially now that I am older and it really is a choice to go.... IDK things should be different.... Well... TTFN!

S

Kinda disappointed...

So I talked to the bishop tonight, and I was kinda disappointed....

1) Patriarchal Blessing: I have to wait til my six month point. I wanted to get it with Sariah but that doesn't seem to be happening. I really wanted to get it to have it answer some questions for me. I wanted to know about what I should do, and what decisions I should make. I am really disappointed about this one.

2) Nursery: Now I was kinda confused about this one. The bishop talked to me about being spiritually mature and ready for a blessing but I don't know if he was right. He kinda contradicted himself, he told me how I was not ready for a blessing because I was not spiritually ready. Yet I am ready enough to teach young formidable minds. I don't think that I am.

3) Temple: He said that it is not written in stone but that it is recommended that women wait until they are 25 in order to go to the temple, unless I am going to be getting married. I want to do my ordinances. I just know that I have an extremely strong testimony and I know that I want to be apart of everything. I just don't know how long it will take.

4) Mission: I was told everything that I already knew and I knew what all was going on. But he did say that if I wanted to fast track my way into the temple I could definitely do that by going on a mission. That is one of the questions that I wanted answered. I don't want to set into a mission and figure out that a mission isn't what I am supposed to do. I know that  blessing won't tell me my future but it will lead me down the righteous path as long as I am faithful and obedient. 

So I really didn't get any of the answers I was looking for. Oh well... Three more months, I am down. I am going to do my best and be as faithful as possible and I will be true!

Til then!

S

So today....

Today was a lot of fun. We went out with the missionaries and I helped them pick out gifts for their respective other halves. It was pretty awesome. Not gonna put what they got cause eh.. you never know. I don't want one of them getting upset on the random chance that their girl might come see it. Even though their girls would have like a one in a million chance of actually finding this page.

So anyways, nothing new is really going on in my life right now. I am pretty bored. MB got back from Texas Saturday night. There was a church performance on Sunday and it was awesome. She did so well.

I am a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. LDS for short, and I currently work in the nursery and I am on activities committee. I had quite the past so now I am trying to just work my way into the future and forget about some of the things I used to do. Time has just been slipping by and I don't know what I am going to do. I want to serve a mission but that is so expensive. I want to go to school, but again way expensive. I want to find someone who loves me for me. So I have a couple of people in mind, but I do have to say that my own problems are keeping me back. I guess I don't feel like I am good enough to get one of these guys. One, is an ex- he loves me and he would be with me forever, he just does stuff that I don't agree with and I don't think that we would be active in the church. One is a missionary, he and I just click. He is so awesome to talk to and he is really cute. I think we would make a great match, but he is in love with someone else. This in where my feelings of unworthiness start to crawl to the surface. He is such a great guy.... I used to be such a bad girl. The third, he is so awesome. He has the greatest sense of humor and he is kinda cute but he is such a loving person. He and I would do well, but I think that we would be separate entities in a relationship.  I really just want someone to love right now. I want someone to love me. I want to find someone that is willing to take care of me and love me and treat me the way I am supposed to be treated. 

I wish I was more active in my tithe paying, and I wish I was more open with some of the people at the church. I just don't know how to act around them. I am new to the church and I don't know about the rules and limits. I am not like some of the people there, well I am not like most of the people there. They all seem to have it together and they all seem to know exactly what they want out of life. I am just kind of floating along. So this one is long enough, I was kinda worried that I wouldn't have enough to talk about.... hmm.... looks like I did!

S

A little Welcome Note

Welcome to my page:

Name: Stephanie

Age: 22

Sex: No thank you <~~~ tee hee!

Sex: Female

Location: South Carolina

I moved here in August to live with my sister, her husband, and my nephew. I have made alot of life changes since I have started living here. I joined the church, that has been going well, I absolutely love it. I am just looking to talk to people that are interesting and can hold a decent conversation. 

My nephew is four, he is the love of my life. I would do anything for him. The only thing is he makes me want kids... it's cool though. They will come in time. I gotta find a husband first.

Well this is me signing off for now....

Adios! Stephanie