Wednesday, December 23, 2009

The reason for the season is pride and ego... RIGHT?!?!?

So I have been beating myself up alot recently, I have just been in a funk and I can't seem to grasp the Christmas spirit. I can't stop thinking gosh why can't I just lower my pride adn ego and accept it. It's frustrating to know that my pride is this huge. We just talked about this in institute the other day and yet I am still hung up on it. The closer it gets to Christmas the more I can't push it away. I almost cried in the movies last night. During the opening credits. It wasn't even anything major going on, it was just the opening thing. I just can't stop thinking about my pride and it kills me inside to know that I am this ignorant. Argh... Merry Christmas Everyone!
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  1. JilliDecember 25, 2009 at 7:42 PM

    I wish I could give everyone everything they want. Especially at Christmas time. Yeah, my pride's quite the monster as well. What's most important, I think anyway, is that people we love know we love them. Which sounds really lame. Haha, but sometimes lame things are true. I've told you Merry Christmas like 289495840 times today, bt Merry Christmas again. Can't wait to see my Steph!

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  2. AnonymousDecember 28, 2009 at 8:57 PM

    Hmm admiting that you are proud isn't so prideful is it??

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