It's just me...

SOOOO... kinda a lot has been going on, I have been having trouble with a friend of mine, and it seems that I am at a point where I don't know what to do. It's not that I have trouble with her, just that she has had trouble and I don't like not being there to protect her. We will change names, Julie has been getting threatening e-mails from Ben's mom, well we speculate that it was Ben's mom. It seems that I can't do anything for her, I feel like I am at a loss. 

Oh, also I got my patriarchal blessing recommend, I need to call for it. I already asked one friend to go with me and she said yes. I am sure that you didn't even have to ask who I asked, yes it was Sariah. Also I want T-$ to go, it would mean a lot to me if he could. IDK though. He lives so far away, I would have to go get him and his companion and I would have to bring them with us, his companion would have to just sit there and wait for me to get done with $. I know that Sariah will be there....

Also it seems that I am having feelings of incompetence. I don't know what to do sometimes. I don't know what to say, I don't know what to feel. I think I am going to start going to the singles ward... I would have to leave the house by 8 and I wouldn't be home until like 4:30, but I think it would be worth it. I kept saying I was going to wait until stake conference but I think I am just going to go for it. waiting doesn't help, it just makes you put off the inevitable. Plus I don't need to use her as a crutch....

Bid, adieu!